fear plagues

sitting alone
fear in me like stone
with no choice but to take part
in a social world with little heart
and no peace to share
unless it's closed
and in a sphere that no-one knows
no idea how to be a man
a father, a liver, or an economic powerhouse
no idea how to stay away
from politics and it's deceitful ways
i wish to dwell
back home in love and life and swells.